Why kids don't come with a owner manual? It's simple they don't belong to us...they are gift from God, and we have to learned how to take care of them.
Today I had no so good day. but I tried to be glad to be alive... One of most enjoyable thing for me is when I get home, I love to be with my wife and daughter, even when I not with them, but I am IN the house, you get it.
I wish I could know how to pleased them more often, but is its hard, I have no clue what is going on in their minds, but for sure I do love when my wife say to me I LOVE YOU, when my little one, comes calling me daddddddddddddddddddddddddd, I really do when I know they are around and close to me.
But some times I do have to put some discipline on my little one, and I hate when this happen, I don't like to correct her with pain , but some times, seems its the only language she understands, but every time I do, I feel terrible, so what to do?
I have no Idea, I just try to do the same things that my parents did to me, and hopping its going to work as been working for me.
I wish me life was just stay with them, but I do have to make a living, I do have to work, and right now I am working almost everyday.
So when I get home, my mind still on the job, and I know this is not good, but I can't let it go...
I just hope they can one day understand.
Carla and Bryanna I do love you guys.

X-MAS!!!!!

I had a amazing x-mas with my wife, daughter and friends, were two busy days, but we really enjoy every single moment.
But at the same time I was kind of sad, I miss my family, my mom, sister, brother and the rest of the family, I miss my dad a lot, if he was alive, his b-day was on x-mas eve. But he left us in 1994, and I wish I have more memories about him. I watched Bryanna, when she was opening the gifts, and I remember waking up in the morning looking for my gifts when I was little. Those memories are priceless...why everything is about making money.... I know we have to make a living but for what price?
Enjoy every moment of you life. Don't be to hard on yourself, on your kids, wife,husband and always remember about JESUS, the real meaning of X-Mas!!!
Have memories that last forever.
Remember the ones in need, with no food, clothes, toys, home and other things that we have and some times we do not realize how blessed we are.
Feliz Natal